I am so sad for you. It must be so difficult journey. but don’t believe such jerks. My friend had similar worst experience at the clinic. My friend was infertile. She wanted to have a baby. She was infertile. She faced it for 7 years. She was so devastated. Obviously, 7 years are so long. In this time her husband also became infertile. They were worried. Later they decided to go for surrogacy. They went to Europian clinic. They have a daughter now.