Hey Olivia. It’s really sad to hear about your miscarriage. A person does tend to blame oneself for such incidents. But it is not your fault. You should not blame yourself for this. Your doctor must have mentioned the reason. I just pray that you don’t lose hope and believe in yourself because you will be rewarded for your efforts at the right time. There are many other ways to conceive a baby. I have a friend who has gone through miscarriage herself. But the main thing that keeps everyone going is hope. You got to be strong in such circumstances. If you need, distract yourself for a while and you can share your stories on these forums. It is very helpful to hear about others experiences. Spend time with your loved ones. I hope you stay fine. Take care