Hey Olivia. How are you doing? I hope so you are feeling better now. My dear I know it feels terrible when you came to know that you cant be a mother. It is very heartbreaking. But this is life. We have to go through this situation. And yes these situation makes us strong. I am glad that you did not lose hope and started to look for other options. It will definitely help you. You guys are on right path. Surrogacy is the key to open the door of your dream. I also had a baby through surrogacy. And here I am now. Just because I know how it feels like not having a baby, I joined this forum to help other women who suffered a lot. So if you need to ask any question feel free to ask my dear.