Hi there, I am so sorry to hear about your condition. It’s just really very bad. I feel really bad for you. I know this could happen to anyone. Don’t you worry. You see. There are some good clinics out there in Europe. They are going to help you a lot. Just contact them. Tell them about your situation. They are going to ask you more. It’ll be alright. Just be aware. There are some places that are not going to reply to you. Just ignore them.