MCs are very much difficult for all the mothers. I know this is not easy for anyone to go through such a situation. I feel that you should remain strong and firm in your standings. Surrogacy can be a very good situation for you. It will be very good for you. I know this is difficult for you. You should go for it. It will change your life for the better. I know some clinics that are pretty much understanding this situation. I wish you all the best for your future. I will pray for your health.