I hope you are doing good in life. I can understand that it is very much sad to know, what you have been through. You should not remain depressed because of it. Always remain strong. This time will change. You should go for surrogacy. It will be very much good for all of us. We will be able to help ourselves. Be sure that you choose the right clinic. Lotus and Adonis are not good clinics. They will not help you in these situations. I hope you understand this thing. Find a suitable clinic that will be very helpful to you. I wish you all the best in future.