Hey Angelina, I am so sorry to read about your suffering. Lotus have so many bad words circulating around about them. I heard so many reviews that say the same thing even the worst. And I am so depressed hearing all such things. Because being a person that has zero knowledge over the facts and figures could easily make the false decision. And if this would happen I would have no more strength to get the struggle of infertility going. This would let me lose my remaining strength. I would ask you to look into some of the clinics of Europe. They are providing some of the best services and prices. Even I have heard the reviews. I have always read good about them. And I am much impressed. Though this clinic is from the same place this is a one-sided picture. The other side is much better And has some of the best clinics available.