Hello Elsa dear! I am really sorry for your losses. May you be comforted by the love surrounding you. You are not alone here. Many other women are with you in the same boat. I know it’s difficult to tackle with infertility. But you are really a brave lady. You just make out of it and thinking in a positive way. Of course, there are many other options you can opt for having a bay. IVF is one of them . I am the mother of twins through IVF treatment. My first attempt was successful. The clinic in Europe treated me very well that I didn’t have to face more griefs. You must not lose hope and consult that clinic. Sending you best wishes. Take care.