I hope you are fine. I know it is a tough decision for you to go for surrogacy. It will change your life or the better. I know you are going through a lot. This is a tough decision. You need to find a good clinic for this purpose. They will be very much helping in all these situations. I can understand you are afraid that you should not be afraid of it. I hope all your problems fade away. I will pray that you solve all your problems and become happy by having your own child.