Hello Alsa. I am sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine what you must be going through. But do not lose hope. It is so disheartening to see that you went through 3 miscarriages, and have become infertile.
I think you should if you can. There are so many options out there. You can go for IVF or even surrogacy, both are amazing treatments. Just do not give up hope. I think it would be best to go for surrogacy. Though, I haven’t been through the process myself. But I have heard a lot about surrogacy in Ukraine. I think Ukraine is an ideal option for having a child through surrogacy. Not only are they not that expensive, but the clinics also provide best services. There are a number of clinics all over the country, some are really professional and focused on their clients like Biotexcom, while others are not. I really hope you find your happy ending.