I know you are living a difficult life. It is a tough time for you. You need to remain strong in this situation. Ths time will pass. It is good to see that your husband is supportive that is a good sign. Go for surrogacy, before going for surrogacy do go for a good clinic. Adonis is not a good clinic. They will not help you solve your problems. Having your own children is the best feeling in the world. I hope you too get this happiness in your life.