It is sad to hear about this. I know it is tough to deal with infertility. Life becomes very tough in such situations. You should not lose hope. You should remain strong in your beliefs. And you took a wise decision. You should go for surrogacy. Surrogacy is a great way to have a child if you can’t conceive a child naturally. Choose a good clinic for this purpose. Lotus and Adonis will not help you. They won’t even reply to your emails. I hope you take the best decision for you.