Sorry to hear about the miscarriages. You seem to be very strong. You have been patient through this hard times. Most women are not. A lot of courage is required to not give up in these moments and still keep looking. Sorry to hear about your husband. He shouldn’t be divorcing you. Instead, he should be supporting you in this critical time. Life would feel very difficult. I hope it gets easier. I would recommend that you talk to your doctors regarding IVF or surrogacy. Both have their pros and cons. IVF may have lesser chances than surrogacy. But it can give you the opportunity to carry the baby yourself. Wishing you a lot of luck.