That’s really sad. I have lost the words. I know no words could heal the pain you have got. MC is just so painful. No women could ever imagine going through the MC stage. But this TTC makes you go through all the worst. And the age you are on actually says that this is the time to look for alternatives. But by the increasing number of age. The probability of success for the IVF decreased. And hence I would suggest you to either look for the DE or surrogacy. As far as the question for the clinics is concerned. I got to know about the Europe clinics and their affordable prices. Maybe this place could help you out in the best way possible.