Hey Olivia. How are you? Hope so you are doing fine. well, my dear, I am really feeling very sorry for you. No doubt, you have gone through a lot and this definitely affects you. But dear where there is will there is a way. Don’t lose hope and stay strong. Things will definitely work for you but until then you have to be strong and Hopeful. Surrogacy is a right choice for you. It will definitely help you to become a mother. Just keep believing.