Hey. I can totally understand what you’re going through and I am glad that you opted for this option of surrogacy. I will share my story with you. I am 40 years old and tried for 10 years. I went through so many rounds of IVF but I didn’t work for me. I went into a phase of depression and then my therapist suggested me to go for surrogacy and now I have a 4-year-old son. I got my treatment done by BioTexCom in Ukraine and had a very nice experience. If you need more information about infertility treatments, awareness or consultation then BioTexCom is coming to London on 18th and 19th August. I managed to get out of depression because this kid brought happiness into my life. Keep your faith strong and best of luck in your future! Prayers with you xx