hey, darl.how are you doing? I’m so sorry. I know you’re going through tough time. please stay sane. I’m not here to console you only. I’m here to give you ways and facts. you can try again. surrogacy or Ivf is good alternatives. but the main thing is. choosing a Good clinic. don’t go to Lotus. I’ve had a really bad experience with them. they don’t respect people feelings. they won’t help you all. they will not even give a single reply. so please at from that goto some good clinic in Ukraine. they will guide you.snedng you baby dust. I know. I believe that you will have a baby soon. don’t worry. just keep trying. take care.