Sometimes the things are not what they appear to be. The reality is always different than the appearance. The same happens with everything in the life. It is sad what has happened with you. Being infertile is something else but suffering disappointment is really very different thing. It is more painful than the infertility itself. Unfortunately you suffered the disappointment at the hands of a clinic. You wanted it to be a miracle maker but the clinic completely changed your vision. It didn’y prove that useful for you. I have heard some more stories about this clinic too. They are not much different either. Many people try contacting the clinic. The response was too slow. They kept the clients waiting for a long time. Even weeks after the first contacts they did not respond. Such clinics can be disouraged by sharing these posts.