Dear, I am really very sorry for your problems. It was really hard for you. Don’t lose hope. I will suggest you not to take these things to your heart. Be positive. Don’t lose hope. Always hope for the best. I know it was hard to deal with such worst clinics. It really doesn’t mean only worst clinics exist. There is some good clinic that exists also. You should go there. It will be the best decision in your life. Difficulties in your journey make your destination beautiful. Wish you very good luck with that. Baby dust to you