Hello Emma. Hope you fine. I fell sad to hear about your infertility. And i am feeling sorry for you. Sad to hear that u lost your hope of life. I agree with you. lotus and adonis these two clinics are fraud. They are not actually working with IVF and Surrogacy. Me also emailed them 4 times for my friend but didn’t got any reply. But. You should not lose your hope. You should contact to other one in Ukraine. They replied me within hours. They are pretty goof in IVF treatment. Me friend went to them. They treated her. And now she have a baby. Hope this will help you a lot. Take care.