Hello there. So sorry for what you went through. I am infertile too. I was hopeless and completely depressed. I had nothing in my life. I felt so lonely. I felt like being infertile was my own fault. Thank God, I got to know about this clinic. I was so happy when i found it. I then had my surrogacy there. I have a beautiful child now. And I have a complete family. I feel so blessed. Good luck to everyone.