Hello there. I am so sorry for you. You are not the only one who is facing this. There are many women out there in this boat with you. I had also faced infertility a few years ago. It was like an end for me. I always wished to carry child in my womb. But that was not in my fate. My doctor told me that it will be risky in my case. So he told me about surrogacy. I then had surrogacy. I have a beautiful child now. I hope your pain eases.