My deepest condolences for the loss.No one can understand it. It’s true. We can’t know your pain. Though we can help. We can make it better. I mean why didn’t you go for a treatment? There are so many options. You can opt for IUI. There is IVF. Surrogacy is the last option too if you cannot go for the other two. You can still have a baby. You can be a mother. Just contact any clinic. They will guide you better. There a great one in Europe. You can get in touch with them.