Hello there! I am really sorry about your story. Despite this situation, you choose best for you. Of course, there are alternatives are present to cope with infertility. Just needs are finding the optimal solution. Here I want to tell you about my friend. She has the same situation as yours. She contacts many clinics for better treatment. She found the best clinic in Europe. They offer her surrogacy at less rate. So decided to go with surrogacy. Her surrogacy successfully completed. Now she has a baby through surrogacy. So I will suggest you that clinic. No need to be afraid. Just go there and discuss your problem. You will definitely get the positive response from them. WISH YOU GOOD LUCK!