Hello Betty! hope you are doing fine! And yes I can totally relate with your story. I am also infertile but my reason was depression pills. I used to take alot of those pills. My husband also wanted a baby and we had been literally trying for 5 years. Nothing seemed possible. I also lost all hope. I didnt knew about surrogacy until my sister suggested me. And yes, I have been through it. It is really a blessing. My experience was totally worth it. Surrogate mothers are the real heros. I would advice you to also opt for it if you have no other option. You will love this journey. Your and your husbands dream will definitely come true from this. It is a miracle for all the infertile couples. I am soon going to opt for another surrogacy. 🙂