I can totally relate to your situation. I have experienced miscarriages during my 9 years of infertility journey. It has totally shaken our lives. Until I found a perfect resolution to my journey. But I have learned that there is no definite end to many things when one door closes the other opens. I have found my perfect resolution i.e surrogacy. I have researched a lot and learn from the serval reviews on the internet. It’s not a matter of a few weeks. I have been doing my research for a year. And I have signed up with a fertility clinic, and can’t thank enough God for this opportunity to finally say goodbye to tears and sadness. I would suggest you see fertility counselor for a better recommendation as it is very important to treat your infertility as there are numerous techniques to overcome it.