Hi love! Hope you are doing good now. I really felt sad hearing your story. I can feel your pain. You have to be brave. TTC is really a tough time. Before you give up, think about why you held on so long. Just because the past didn’t turn like you wanted to, doesn’t mean that your future can’t be better than you ever imagined. All you have to do is wait for the right time. Every day comes with new choices. You still have a chance to become a mother. You should go for surrogacy. I had heard many success stories of surrogacy in different forums. It had lit the lives of many infertile couples. Just be strong and go for this procedure. All the very best.