Hy beautiful lady! I can understand your feeling. I am proud of you that you start working for yourself. Yeah, it is difficult to come out from this situation. But nothing is impossible. Science helped us a lot in this regard. Recently I also had a case where IUI work out. This is all due to the efforts of a good clinic. They give their best to that couple. IUI was a little bit painful. But if no pain then there will be no gain. Doctors cooperate with that couple. They treat that couple with full care. By their attention Their IUI become successful. Now she is in 6 weeks of her pregnancy. Soon they will have their own baby. Dear, you please take care of yourself. It will also best for you. Be strong and stay positive.