Hey Kelly! How are you feeling dear? I can totally relate to your pan. I am sure that it must be a very difficult time for you. However, just know that you are not the only one facing this issue. There are many women who are facing similar issues. I am so sorry to say that infertility is definitely a very depressing issue. It is good that you to have shared the problem in this forum here with all of us. I am sure that you must be feeling light after sharing with us. I am hoping that you soon overcome this issue. Wish you all the luck for the future. Just stay calm an strong.