Hello Race. I understand what you mean. Sometimes talking to strangers is so much easier. There is no fear of judgement. Neither do we need to worry about what anyone is thinking. Especially on forums like this. Everyone is just so supportive. It makes it easier to open up. Now coming back to the issue at hand. You don’t sound satisfied with your doctors. Well, then you should go for some other doctor. Don’t hesitate. It is important to be confident about your choice of doctor. Ask others for suggestions based on their experiences. Let me know if you want more information.