Hello, Anna. I hope you are doing great. So sorry to hear about your experience. Yes, 44 is a difficult age which presents a few challenges. On top of that you had a horrible doctor. Yes, horrible. I have been to a few gynecologist and doctor appointments, however, I have never first hand experienced such negligent conduct on the part of the doctor. I find it quite disturbing that doctors can act in a such a way that impacts the patients. I think you should go ahead with your hormonal exams. These exams are key in identifying what is causing you the problem. I hope things will get better for you. Just don’t lose hope. Having faith in your dreams is key. So, I suggest you try to weather through the ‘crisis’ and recover mentally. I wish you good luck with your journey. I hope you will get a doctor who is worth their salt this time. Just be very careful with the doctors. There are so many doctors out there willing to capitalize on our vulnerabilities.