Hello Cristin! Really sorry that you’re going through all this problem. This is really disturbing. But just relax the time period you have mentioned here for TTC is not that much less. So, there is still many rays of hopes. And don’t worry about losing kilos. Infact you are lucky that you are going to lose your kilos for the sake of your baby. Believe me by losing your kilos you will get rid of other issues very soon as they are the reasons behind many diseases. I hope you have consulted a Nutritionist for this issue he or she may suggest you a diet plan through which you can lose your kilos easily. I wish you good luck with your kilos things