Elini, I’m very sorry to know about your story. You have gone through a very hard phase in your life. You have definitely suffered a lot. I understand that life has not been treating you well in the past. I know things messed up and you lost faith in yourself. Sometimes, such things do happen to all of us. One way or the other. We lose our hope. But I know you’re a strong lady. You’ll recover from all this pain. Be brave and strong. Leave everything behind. You need to think how important your life is. If you think TTC naturally is not working for you, then look around for alternatives. There are so many. How about going for surrogacy? That will surely help. We all are here to support you. Good luck!