Hi, Sersey. I’m sorry about how you feel. Losing your child is not a small thing. I can imagine how much pain you have gone through. I’ve had 2 miscarriages and I know how it feels. Studies and work are very important for a person. But preferring them over your family sounds a bit wrong. I think you should start thinking about this. Also, make some research on good clinics for your treatment. Let me know if you need any help. Much love for you!