Hi dear! I can hope that you are well. Infertility is a problem. Do not let it haunt you for the rest of your life. Thinking about it would lower your confidence and you will not feel good about it. People would talk about you, which you won’t like. In this situation, you need to remain strong and you will be needing the support of your DH in this. My friend was infertile. She went to a clinic in Europe which help her understand, what can be done and what not. She came back understanding the pros and cons of this process and decided to go for it. She was blessed with a baby boy who has eyes like her mother and lips like her father. She is now living happily with the best blessing that life has given her. I hope this helps you take a better decision after all it is your life.