Sad to hear about your story. I went through your post and it felt like I should share my story. My doctors diagnosed me with infertility after 2 consecutive miscarriages and recommend me infertility treatments but nothing happened so i went to Europe and there consulted many doctors and they told me that surrogacy is the only option so after consulting many clinics i found a surrogate and now i have a son through surrogacy. I hope you will consider my suggestion. Best of luck.