Hey Monika. Hope you’re doing well, now. It’s such a tough situation to be in. I can’t imagine you had to go through all this. The good thing is, things are looking up for you now. You’ve realized and accepted the situation. This is exactly how it should be. People waste their best years remaining sad after finding out they are infertile. Sometimes they are too scared to try assisted conception. The ones that do try it, find happiness. What else can we do anyway? I personally think assisted conception is a blessing. Who cares if the society looks down on it? They aren’t the ones suffering, we are! Good luck on your journey!