Hello dear. I am really sorry. It must be hard for you. Ant the others conversations about you are giving you pain. But please you should not be a worry for that. Don’t care about the others talking. Because it will give you more stress and will give you tension. You can’t make everyone happy. But you one thing you can make yourself happy. It is more important. Try to spend the time with your family and with your friends. Don’t be depressed. If you feel happy the make sure everything will be good at the time. And there are many ways to have a baby. Just ignore all the thoughts of others and adopt a child for you. Hope you will feel so relaxed after that.Good luck.