Hello, Tiffany out there!
How are you feeling love? Your post was depressingly eye-catching and attention grasping that i could not hold myself from helping you. Please try to stop degrading yourself! I know what it is like to feel incomplete and how it feels to see fellow women getting pregnant biologically. But this is not the end if the world. We got to do what we got to do Tiffany. It was not your mother’s fault as well. She used to admire her daughter that is you.
What’s better than playing a blame game and feeling guilty is to face it.
I am also a married woman and I have been trying to conceive for about 7 years. I felt a hollow of emptiness in me. But my family and my husband supported me throughout. Now we are looking for good clinic options to seek for treatment. There are solutions like surrogate and IVF. You should just feel the motherhood either biologically or generally through any other way.
Hope you find my post supportive.