hey there! I hope you are doing great. I think I know what you are going through. my sister had to go through the same thing. she was pregnant in her 42 yr. and she used to stress out a lot. she thought of the risks and consulted many doctors. it was her first baby. she gave up all meds and went on with it seriously. she changed a lot and she said it was agonizing at this age to conceive. but you should not stress out and just take care of your health. I hope everything goes well for you. be strong and stay blessed. thank you.