Don’t be afraid my Freind. Surrogacy is not a painful procedure. It just needs your patience. I know you have gone through a very rough time. It was difficult for you. But never lose hope. When there is no way there is still a way. I know that will be difficult for you. But be strong. But be aware of lotus and Adonis clinic in Europe. They are the worst clinics. They have very bad reviews. My Freind was a victim of them. They were very harsh on her. There is a good clinic also. You must go there. They are best in dealing with fertility issues. I will recommend you to go there. Till then I wish you a very good luck.