Dear Stormi! I hope you will be fine. I just read your post. I really felt so sad to know about your condition. But don’t worry, such ups and downs are the part of life. I’m glad that you have taken a great decision to deal with such this issues. My friend has also been through this situation. She adopted surrogacy for her. I was the last option for her to have a baby. She was so frustrated at that moment. Later she went for it. Now she has a son who is 3 years old and living a beautiful life. So go for it. I hope it will be helpful to you.
My love and support