I am really sorry about your problem.I know how you feel. About not having your own biological child. But I have seen many parents. They have adopted children. They are confident about their children. It should not be a big deal for you. You should be confident about your child. I have seen many cases in which biological children don’t give a room to their parents. They send them to old age homes. On the other hand, adopted children in most of the cases take all of their parents responsibility. So you should raise your child is a beautiful way. That what should be most important to you. I wish you a very good luck.