Hi, My deepest sympathies go out to you. Infertility is the worst disease in human’s life. surrogacy and IVF is the best treatment for infertility. Many women are very depressed due to infertility., You are making the right decision. I have a baby through surrogacy. I’m a heart patient. My doctor said to me that I cannot become a mother. Then we moved to Europe for surrogacy. Now I have my own baby boy. My dear this is really unfortunate. Don’t lose hope and stay strong. Surrogacy is the answer to all your problem.