That sounds awful! I’m so sorry for your losses. I can imagine what it must be like. But please don’t blame yourself for any of this. It isn’t your fault. Miscarriages happen to so many. Also, I think it’s unfair that your husband’s divorcing you because of this. There’s still hope for you. You can always try out a fertility treatment or procedure. There are so many nowadays. I think you should get an appointment at a clinic and consult them, find out which suits your best. I think surrogacy would definitely be the right way to go. There are really good clinics in Europe for this. A lot more suitable for the money. Best of luck!