Hey there how are you? Hope you are fine and doing great. Your post really made me sad. You had gone through many hard times. I can feel your pain. Being infertile and not able to conceive naturally is a very difficult phase of women life. It is very hard to cope with. Am sad that these issues are affecting your life. I also had faced these circumstances. I went for surrogacy treatment. Europe is great in this regard. You should visit them for alternative methods. Yes, Emma is right. These people are amazing in this field. Things are going to be fine. Be hopeful and positive. God bless you.