Hi Alsa. Your story is really very heartbreaking. I am feeling really very sorry for you. All my sympathies are with you. My dear, don’t lose hope and try again. I also had the worst experience regarding infertility t in my life. After struggling for many years, I finally decided to go to Lotus clinic but they behaved so bad with me. I become hopeless at that time and did not go for anything then. But my husband motivated me so much and I decided to go the for another clinic. Finally, I finally conceived my first child and now I am a mother of a baby girl. Don’t lose hope and try again. Wish you the best of luck.