Hey Riana! Hope so you will be fine. I really felt so sad to know about your loss. It’s really a tough thing to handle. But I think you should try some alternate methods like surrogacy. I this way, someone will carry your child in her womb. Biologically the child will be of you just her development will take place in her. There is a clinic in Europe which is best regarding such treatments. I think you should consult them. I hope it will be fruitful for you.
My love and support