Hey Dear! I hope that you will be good. I am extremely sorry to hear about your loss. This is an extremely sad situation for you and your family. I am sure it must have been extremely difficult condition for you. Please accept our heartfelt sympathies on the loss of your loved one.We pray the love of God enfolds you during this difficult time. But I think you should try some alternate methods like surrogacy. I this way, someone will carry your child in her womb. Biologically the child will be of you just her development will take place in her. There is a clinic in Europe which is best regarding such treatments. I think you should consult them. I hope it will be fruitful for you.