I am so sorry for you. I cant describe my feelings for you. its really painful thing. Parenthood is really a blessing. But you have to be brave and strong. You’ll get your baby very soon. My prayers for you. You do not have to give up. There are many women who are facing the same problems as you. Be strong and do visit a clinic in Europe. Their staff and services are really good. They are giving the best results. You’ll get your baby soon. Best wishes to you.